fallenpoeticlover

The world can be cruel The night can be dark A friend can betray A lover can run But a candle will flicker In the darkness of life In the sorrow of death In the agony of self loathing A candle will flicker When the blade cuts the skin When the wind knocks you down When the heart rips When the brain screams A candle will flicker Illness may howl Pain may shriek Loneliness may deafen But a candle will flicker

I once believed I knew myself I once believed I knew the world I once believed I'd seen it all I once believed I knew Then there was you You held my hand in tiny fists You kicked my arm with tiny feet You drank from me with tiny lips You showed me something new I heard before that everything changes That the world brightens and nothing is the same I heard before that you don't know love Until you create a life within your domain It's true With little teeth and velvet hair With tiny toes and twinkling eyes With a voice that echoes in my heart With a name I'll whisper evermore You showed me I'd seen nothing yet You showed me a brand new wor

Lost in a world Walls the only things keeping you sane Walls around your mind Walls around your heart and soul Never let anyone close Never let anyone really see you Just the illusion Just the rumors and the face Nothing more Nothing true to your person Just the walls Walls of stone Not likely to break Hope they never crumble They're the only thing keeping you sane Emotionally dying Emotionally crying Reaching for someone Anyone to care enough To break the walls To release you from the darkness To release you from the box you stealed yourself in To save you from yourself Will anyone care enough? Will anyone break throu

Strong A word I didn't know the meaning of Not until you held me in your arms Not until I felt your breath on my face And the beat of your heart in my ear Strong A word that had no meaning 'Til I saw the mask you wear shatter And for once I saw the person that was inside A person with weakness but so much more strength Strong A word without meaning Until you wiped away my tears Until you let me cry as you held me tight Until I sobbed into your chest only to have you pull me back together Strong You are my strength You are my power You are my weakness You are my everything For you I will be strong

How many times have we had this fight? How many tears have I cried at night? How many times have I wanted to hold you tight? How many times? How many times? Baby deep down you know I love you Baby deep down I know you do Baby deep down you know it's true Baby deep down Baby deep down How many times have we had this fight? How many tears have I cried at night? How many times have I wanted to hold you tight? How many times? How many time? Honey you know you're my baby Honey you know that you love me Honey you know it's with you I want to be Honey you know Honey you know How many times have we had this fight? How many tears

I lay here alone On another sleepless night Wishin' you were here Holdin' me tight I can't go to sleep For fear you'll be in my mind As I'm dreamin' sweet dreams Only to wake up and find You're no where around You're across the ocean from me So another sleepless night goes by So I don't dream of my far away baby Then another long day Without you by my side You just came and went Like the flowin' of the tide I sit through my classes Thinkin' only of you Thinkin' of us And if you were here, what I would do So another day is gone So slow it went by As I down to sleep again I can't help but to cry For all I have done Is w

Oh how I want to fly away Fly into another day A day I'll be with you How I want to soar Soar way up high Up through the cloudy sky 'Til I'm knockin' on your door Can't I fly? Can't I soar? You're so far from me I'm so far from complete I need you here You need me there We need to be near I love you my dear Oh how I want to fly away Fly into another day A day I'll be with you How I want to soar Soar way up high Up through the cloudy sky 'Til I'm knockin' on your door Can't I fly? Can't I soar? I want to hold you So many things I want to do For me, For you For us two But you are there I am here... But baby, I'm c

Fate sat curled next to his little brother. He was using his body to cover his brothers. Lynn, Valcun and Fate's stepmother was abusive to say the least about her. She had good days and she had bad days. Today was defiantly a bad day. Fate's chest was bleeding from where she had clawed him and his brother was crying and nursing a blood nose behind him. Fate had come home from hunting to find his brother being beaten and had immediately jumped to his little brother's rescue. He was semi used to his mother's abuse, he had been recieving it for years now. Their father had run off shortlyafter Valcun had been adn hadn't been heard from since. Tha

Looking back to when I was seven or eight I had no idea what was to come and what was to happen to my life... I never knew I was going to be a homosexual until the day I had the courage to come out of the closet. I never knew that on that day I'd look back and realize it was a mistake. And that on that day I would lose my friends. I would lose my family as they kicked me out yelling, "A gay son is no son of ours." I never knew that on that day all the laughs and smiles I shared with my friends would turn to whispers insults and glares as if I had some horrible skin eating disease. When I was in high school the next year, I never knew I'd

Oh how wrong To taunt and insult Those who are different Those you are not majority Oh how sad To see broken dreams and broken hearts Crushed by cruel words By harsh reality Oh how difficult To not be able to help For fear of being crushed as well Oh how hard Ti be different In a world where different is frowned upon Oh how dangerous To be homosexual In a world that hates you For something you can't control Oh how low Society has dropped To beat and batter Those who are nothing but themselves Oh how curious am I To know whether homosexual will always be a bad thing To know whether it will always be an insult Oh how d