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Love that travelsMy love for you.
Spanned the world.
It was the strongest feeling.
I've ever felt.
I loved you so much.
I would have loved you.
Across the ocean.
Across the world.
If I had had to.
I loved you so much.
But it doesn't matter.
No love no matter how strong.
Can stretch from the plane of the living.
Into the realm of the dead.
I would have died for you.
Done anything for you.
But you've departed.
You've said farewell.
So much for your love for me.
But that's okay.
For I shall always.
Always be in love with you.
Or rather now because you're gone.
I'll be in love.
With your spirit.
With your vibrant memory.

Loved you all alongI love you.
I love you.
I've loved you all along.
I need you.
I need you.
I need you to be strong.
I love you.

I care for you.
I care for you.
I'll care for you always.
I'm here for you.
I'm here for you.
I'll be here for you 'til the end of my days.
I love you.

I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you all the time.
I wish for you.
I wish for you.
I wish for you to be all mine.
I love you.

Some day.
Some day.
Some day you'll stand before me.
I'll see you.
I'll see you.
I'll see you down on one knee.
I love you.

I love you.
I love you.
I've loved you all along.
I need you.
I need you.
I need you to be strong.
I love

GuardianFor so long now I thought you have abandoned me.
But I finally see.
You couldn't help me.
You needed first to be set free.
Now I can feel you watching me.
Now I can feel you protecting me.
Now I can feel you as you are my guardian.
My friends anf I set you free.
And from the pits of hell you returned to me.
I thought for a while honestly.
I thought you had forsaken me.
I thought you didn't love me.
Now I know you sacrificed yourself for me.
Now I know all along you wanted me to be safe and happy.
Now I know all along you wanted to be my guardian.
Now you are.
Now you are my special guardian.

Don't want to beI don't want to be a murderer.
But I know I am.
I see it everytime I walk away.
You die a little more.
I don't want to hurt you.
But I know that I do.
When I walk out that door.
I don't want to hurt you anymore.
I don't want to be a murderer.
But everytime I leave I know you die.
Just a little more inside.
When I leave,
I see you cry.
Just those few more tears of pain.
I don't want to hurt you anymore.
I don't want to be a murderer.
But I know I do.
And I know it's what I am.
So I'll end my own life.
Here and now.
I don't want to be your murderer.

Screw the worldI yank on my black clothes.
Put on my make up and leave.
I go about my day hiding all emotions.
Be they good or bad.
No one knows me.
They all ignore me.
They don't want to know me.
They're too afraid.
Thus I sit silently waiting.
Waiting to get the chance to show the world.
Show them who I really am.
Will my chance ever come?
Will I ever be more than a feared shadow?
Maybe.
Just maybe.
But right now I don't care.
Screw the world.
Screw this world.
It's turned it's back on me.

PeaceI sit shroud in darkness.
Watching you sleep peacefully.
I smile and gently brush a few strands of hair from your face.
Your calm serene sleeping face.
This is the one time of day,
You have nothing to worry you.
Nothing on your mind.
Nothing to bother you.
I watch you all through the night.
I watch over you.
So you can be at peace.
Find peace in the darkness my love.

I'll be backI look at my best friend.
We sit silent in the car.
I watch the silent tears slid down her cheeks.
It's my fault she's hurting.
It's my fault she's crying.
I watch as she wipes away her falling tears.
Trying to erase her doubts and fears.
Pain I caused.
Grief I gave her.
All I can do now is sit and watch.
All I can do now is try to be with her.
In mind and spirit is not in body.
All I can do to soothe her pain is give her a hug.
I'll be back.
Dani I swear.
For you I will come back.

Sense youI hear you whisper soft words in my ear.
I look around and no one's there.

I feel you wrap your arms around me.
But when I look over my shoulder, I find only air.

I taste your kiss as you press your lips against mine.
Yet when I open my eyes into empty space I stare.

I know you're far away but I sense you everyday.
That I swear.

I swear I hear you.
I swear I feel your touch and taste your kiss.
I swear you're here.
Yet everywhere around me is bare.

I know you're near watching over me.
I know you're there silently protecting me.
Now you just need to be here in body and mind.
That way I can tell you how much I care.

Forever and for alwaysI look into the seat beside me,
As the car rolls down the road.
You're finally with me.
You hold me close and kiss me.
I rest my head on your strong shoulder.
A small sigh of content escapes my lips.
I love you.
I'm just so happy to be with you.
So happy to finally be in your arms.
I kiss your neck and close my eyes.
I'll remember these times.
These times we spent so close.
They're the ones I'll remember.
Forever and for always.

You're my everythingYou picked me up when I collapsed of a broken heart.
You wiped my tears away when I needed to cry.
You held me close when I needed someone to cling to.
You were the one who loved me, when I needed to be loved.
You protected me when I was weak.
You saved me when I was in danger of giving up.
For those reasons you are my everything.
You've given me everything I needed.
You've been all I needed.
I love you.
Because you are my everything!

Promise KeptI sit waiting for you.
My feet tapping in excitement.
You promised someday we'd be together.
Today's that day.
I hear the door to the cafe open.
I look up and see you.
I jump to my feet as you look around.
Your eyes lock into mine and my mouth drops.
My hands start to shake.
I'm crying tears of joy.
As my knees start to quake.
I look at you a second longer.
Then run into your open arms.
You grab me up and spin me around.
Then gently place me back on the ground.
I hug you tight tears leaking from my eyes.
You wipe them away and kiss me.
I hold the kiss, I hold you!
The promise you gave me has come true.
You kept your promise

Bound and GaggedI lay bound and gagged, stripped bare upon the floor.
My lags tied together and my arms behind my back.
I struggle to break my bounds.
But I'm just too weak.
He stands over me, leering at me.
I cringe as I feel the whip come down again.
I feel it bite into my bloody flesh again.
I whimper through the clothe.
But he doesn't care.
Down the whip comes.
I can do nothing but howl in pain.
Where are you my love?
The tears roll down my cheeks.
You're no where to be found.
Where are you my love?
I lay here hopelessly beaten.
Again the whip hits me.
Still no sign of you.
Are you going to save me?
Where are you?

So afraidI'm so afraid to love.
I don't want ot be hurt again.
I try to push you away.
But you insist you're here to stay.
I can't love you.
I'm just too afraid.
I try all I know to make you hate me.
But deep down I want you to love me.
But I'm afraid.
You take me in your arms.
Even as I struggle to break free.
You hold me tightly.
You show me love is happy.
That is doesn't have to hurt.
You show me not to b afraid.
You show me that I can still be me and be in love.
You show me what true love means.
Now I'm not afraid.
No I'm not afraid.
You showed me how to love.
Now I'm in love with you.
You told me not to be afraid.
As you hel

MeAm I supposed to fit a mold?
Do I have to be exactly like everyone else?
If I do then I'm a failure.
I'm not normal.
I'm just me.
I don't need you telling me what I have to be.
Everyone wants perfection.
Everybody wants the human being to fit in a box.
I think outside that box.
I'm creative like that.
I'm just me.
You can't put a box around art.
You can't put a box around personality.
Or emotions or life or love.
But you all think you can put one around me.
You try to tell me what to be.
I'll tell you now that's what you'll never make me.
I'm going to be myself.
I'm going to be just me.

More painful than a knifeI walk in to find you dead on the floor.
I see the shining knife that ended your life.
I look at you and run to you.
I kneel in your blood beside your still body.
Gently I pull the knife from your unmoving chest.
I lift your now limp arm and put it around me.
As I snuggle down next to you.
My tears fall on your unmoving breast.
There I lay completely still.
You died here.
So will I.
I'll die of a broken heart.
I'll die without you.
You left me here to die the worst way.
Dying of a broken heart.
It's more painful than a knife.
Dying of a broken heart.
It's slower than the slowest poison.
You left me to withstand life without

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Things I Never Got To SayI wake without you by my side
It's been months since the day you died
But only hours since I've cried
I can't believe you're gone
I never got to say so long
Never got to say I love you
So hear me now, know it's true

Looking back I see you
Laying there trying to hold on
I remember praying that it wasn't true
But there was nothing I could do
Nothing... but lose you

I wake without you by my side
It's been months since the day you died
But only hours since I've cried
I can't believe you're gone
I never got to say so long
Never got to say I love you
So hear me now, know it's true

Baby I miss you so
More than you could have imag

What You Need To KnowWe yell and we fight
Sometimes throughout the night
But in the end I want to hold you tight
Hold you with all my might

We have our ups
We have our downs
We have our smiles
We have our frowns
But through all that you need to know
I love you, I love you so

We scream and we argue
No matter what I do
But when I say I care, it's true
I couldn't live without you

We have our ups
We have our downs
We have our smiles
We have our frowns
But through all that you need to know
I love you, I love you so

Sometimes we fight without a peep
I wonder why I took this leap
But in the end it's you I want to keep
In the end I'll watch you sle

One More DayThough everything we stayed together
But now we're being torn apart
Your disease baby
It's ripping and shredding my very heart

You're wasting away
What more is there to say
Nothing I can do
But hope that it's not true
Nothing I can do
But say I love you
One last time...

Hell we went through
Now you lay unmoving in a bed
Coughing, slowly leaving me
Soon they say you'll be dead

You're wasting away
What more is there to say
Nothing I can do
But hope that it's not true
Nothing I can do
But say I love you
One last time...

I don't want to be alone
I can't live even a day
Not without you
So please baby please just stay

You'

I'm NumbYou said you'd watch over me
But I can't fell you
You said beside me you'd be
But I can't see you
Where did you go?

'Cause now I'm numb
Empty and broken
Hiding behind what I was
I'm numb
Quiet, outspoken
Hiding in memories
I'm numb

You died in my arms
And now you're really gone
You left me here alone
So I'm writing you this song
Can you hear me?

'Cause now I'm numb
Empty and broken
Hiding behind what I was
I'm numb
Quiet, outspoken
Hiding in memories
I'm numb

You left out of my life
Raking your wrist with that god damn knife
I got to see your last breath
Before I witnessed your death
Why did you have to go

'Cause

SoberI did wrong
Now you're gone
I said I'd quit
I lied to you
I hurt you too
Now you're gone

I saw those tears in your eyes
All the unanswered whys
As I held that bottle
Yelling, "If it's over
Tell me when I'm sober"
I hurt you baby
I'm sorry...

I wish now you were here
I need you my love, my dear
You are my life
You are my death
Hell, You're my very breath
But now you're gone

I saw those tears in your eyes
All the unanswered whys
As I held that bottle
Yelling, "If it's over
Tell me when I'm sober"
I hurt you baby
I'm sorry...

Please baby please
Come back to me
Let me show you who I can be
Please just see
I love you

I DieEverytime you say goodbye
I sit down and cry
Just a little bit more
Everytime you say goodbye
I lay down and die
Just a little bit more

The world may turn
Fires may burn
The sun may shine
When you're not mine
But I die
I die without you

Whenever we fight
I sit up through the night
Just a little bit longer
Whenever we fight
I curse myself with all my might
Just a little bit longer

The world may turn
Fires may burn
The sun may shine
When you're not mine
But I die
I die without you

With every goodbye
With every tear I cry
I die
With every goodbye
With every half-hearted lie
I die

The world may turn
Fires may burn

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Lie to me

by ~fallenpoeticlover, Oct 18, 2006, 1:33:32 PM
Literature / Poetry / Romantic / General / Free Verse

I doubted you.
I doubted your love.
And I lost you.
I need one last thing from you.
Say you love me.
One more time.
I know it's a lie.
I know my stupidity lost you.
But please lie to me.
I'll believe you.
Say you love me.
Say you forgive me.
Please.
I need to hear you.
Need to hear you say.
I love you.
One more time.
Lie to me.
I'll believe.
Lie to me.
Say you love me.
Say you care.
One last time.
Just lie.
Let me hear I love you.
One more time.

Lie to meby ~fallenpoeticlover

Literature / Poetry / Romantic / General / Free Verse

©2006-2013 ~fallenpoeticlover

Just thinking and listening to a new cd ad stuff god i love new cd's!

~TheimmovableWall Oct 18, 2006 Writer

thats really sad lauren.

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~fallenpoeticlover Oct 19, 2006

thanks? I think...

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~TheimmovableWall Oct 23, 2006 Writer

idk i just found it sad, sorry if I offended u.

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~fallenpoeticlover Oct 23, 2006

oh no not at all colin I was just wondering why you thought it was sad

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~TheimmovableWall Oct 23, 2006 Writer

she seemed so desperate for love from anyone that she was begging for him to tell her he loved her even if he was lieing to her.

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~fallenpoeticlover Oct 23, 2006

yea well..... *sigh*....

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~TheimmovableWall Oct 26, 2006 Writer

whats up lauren?

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~fallenpoeticlover Oct 26, 2006

nothing much...

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~zeldaconnetion Oct 18, 2006 Student Writer

i love the lines "I need to hear you.
Need to hear you say.
I love you."

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~fallenpoeticlover Oct 19, 2006

thanks emilio

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