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Sense youI hear you whisper soft words in my ear.
I look around and no one's there.

I feel you wrap your arms around me.
But when I look over my shoulder, I find only air.

I taste your kiss as you press your lips against mine.
Yet when I open my eyes into empty space I stare.

I know you're far away but I sense you everyday.
That I swear.

I swear I hear you.
I swear I feel your touch and taste your kiss.
I swear you're here.
Yet everywhere around me is bare.

I know you're near watching over me.
I know you're there silently protecting me.
Now you just need to be here in body and mind.
That way I can tell you how much I care.

You're my everythingYou picked me up when I collapsed of a broken heart.
You wiped my tears away when I needed to cry.
You held me close when I needed someone to cling to.
You were the one who loved me, when I needed to be loved.
You protected me when I was weak.
You saved me when I was in danger of giving up.
For those reasons you are my everything.
You've given me everything I needed.
You've been all I needed.
I love you.
Because you are my everything!

More painful than a knifeI walk in to find you dead on the floor.
I see the shining knife that ended your life.
I look at you and run to you.
I kneel in your blood beside your still body.
Gently I pull the knife from your unmoving chest.
I lift your now limp arm and put it around me.
As I snuggle down next to you.
My tears fall on your unmoving breast.
There I lay completely still.
You died here.
So will I.
I'll die of a broken heart.
I'll die without you.
You left me here to die the worst way.
Dying of a broken heart.
It's more painful than a knife.
Dying of a broken heart.
It's slower than the slowest poison.
You left me to withstand life without

Hold meYou walk in ti find the man you vowed to kill.
He's laying coolly on top of me while blood pools under me.
You walk in as he murders me.
You walk in as he rapes me.
You growl and lung at him.
You pull him away and hit him again and again.
You throw him into the wall.
With a bare hand ripping out his heart.
It beats twice more in your palm then stops.
He's finally dead.
You turn away and run to me.
Just in time for my last feeble breaths to come.
You hold me tight as my heart stops beating.
You hold me as I die.
You're crying angry tears on my body.
Knowing you should have been here to save me.
You came too late.
Now all you c

TogetherI lay dying in your arms.
I broke the one promise I swore to myself I'd keep.
I look up at you with dimming eyes.
You look back with tear filled ones.
"You can't leave me" you whisper brokenly.
"I'm sorry" I reply barely able to breathe anymore.
"I can't live without you."
"You're going to have to."
"But I'm so in love with you."
These are the last words I hear.
There I die in your arms.
I broke my promise to you.
You sob tears falling on cooling flesh.
You take the knife that ended my life.
And with it's blood coated blade end your own.
You said you were in love with me.
You said you couldn't live without me.
Obviously you

GuardianFor so long now I thought you have abandoned me.
But I finally see.
You couldn't help me.
You needed first to be set free.
Now I can feel you watching me.
Now I can feel you protecting me.
Now I can feel you as you are my guardian.
My friends anf I set you free.
And from the pits of hell you returned to me.
I thought for a while honestly.
I thought you had forsaken me.
I thought you didn't love me.
Now I know you sacrificed yourself for me.
Now I know all along you wanted me to be safe and happy.
Now I know all along you wanted to be my guardian.
Now you are.
Now you are my special guardian.

Don't want to beI don't want to be a murderer.
But I know I am.
I see it everytime I walk away.
You die a little more.
I don't want to hurt you.
But I know that I do.
When I walk out that door.
I don't want to hurt you anymore.
I don't want to be a murderer.
But everytime I leave I know you die.
Just a little more inside.
When I leave,
I see you cry.
Just those few more tears of pain.
I don't want to hurt you anymore.
I don't want to be a murderer.
But I know I do.
And I know it's what I am.
So I'll end my own life.
Here and now.
I don't want to be your murderer.

Screw the worldI yank on my black clothes.
Put on my make up and leave.
I go about my day hiding all emotions.
Be they good or bad.
No one knows me.
They all ignore me.
They don't want to know me.
They're too afraid.
Thus I sit silently waiting.
Waiting to get the chance to show the world.
Show them who I really am.
Will my chance ever come?
Will I ever be more than a feared shadow?
Maybe.
Just maybe.
But right now I don't care.
Screw the world.
Screw this world.
It's turned it's back on me.

PeaceI sit shroud in darkness.
Watching you sleep peacefully.
I smile and gently brush a few strands of hair from your face.
Your calm serene sleeping face.
This is the one time of day,
You have nothing to worry you.
Nothing on your mind.
Nothing to bother you.
I watch you all through the night.
I watch over you.
So you can be at peace.
Find peace in the darkness my love.

I'll be backI look at my best friend.
We sit silent in the car.
I watch the silent tears slid down her cheeks.
It's my fault she's hurting.
It's my fault she's crying.
I watch as she wipes away her falling tears.
Trying to erase her doubts and fears.
Pain I caused.
Grief I gave her.
All I can do now is sit and watch.
All I can do now is try to be with her.
In mind and spirit is not in body.
All I can do to soothe her pain is give her a hug.
I'll be back.
Dani I swear.
For you I will come back.

Promise KeptI sit waiting for you.
My feet tapping in excitement.
You promised someday we'd be together.
Today's that day.
I hear the door to the cafe open.
I look up and see you.
I jump to my feet as you look around.
Your eyes lock into mine and my mouth drops.
My hands start to shake.
I'm crying tears of joy.
As my knees start to quake.
I look at you a second longer.
Then run into your open arms.
You grab me up and spin me around.
Then gently place me back on the ground.
I hug you tight tears leaking from my eyes.
You wipe them away and kiss me.
I hold the kiss, I hold you!
The promise you gave me has come true.
You kept your promise

Bound and GaggedI lay bound and gagged, stripped bare upon the floor.
My lags tied together and my arms behind my back.
I struggle to break my bounds.
But I'm just too weak.
He stands over me, leering at me.
I cringe as I feel the whip come down again.
I feel it bite into my bloody flesh again.
I whimper through the clothe.
But he doesn't care.
Down the whip comes.
I can do nothing but howl in pain.
Where are you my love?
The tears roll down my cheeks.
You're no where to be found.
Where are you my love?
I lay here hopelessly beaten.
Again the whip hits me.
Still no sign of you.
Are you going to save me?
Where are you?

So afraidI'm so afraid to love.
I don't want ot be hurt again.
I try to push you away.
But you insist you're here to stay.
I can't love you.
I'm just too afraid.
I try all I know to make you hate me.
But deep down I want you to love me.
But I'm afraid.
You take me in your arms.
Even as I struggle to break free.
You hold me tightly.
You show me love is happy.
That is doesn't have to hurt.
You show me not to b afraid.
You show me that I can still be me and be in love.
You show me what true love means.
Now I'm not afraid.
No I'm not afraid.
You showed me how to love.
Now I'm in love with you.
You told me not to be afraid.
As you hel

MeAm I supposed to fit a mold?
Do I have to be exactly like everyone else?
If I do then I'm a failure.
I'm not normal.
I'm just me.
I don't need you telling me what I have to be.
Everyone wants perfection.
Everybody wants the human being to fit in a box.
I think outside that box.
I'm creative like that.
I'm just me.
You can't put a box around art.
You can't put a box around personality.
Or emotions or life or love.
But you all think you can put one around me.
You try to tell me what to be.
I'll tell you now that's what you'll never make me.
I'm going to be myself.
I'm going to be just me.

What's my fateHave you ever heard someone say, "They're a born leader" ?
Or maybe, "They're meant to be a hero" ?
I have and must ask.
Are heroes and leaders really born?
Are they meant to be these things since birth?
Does fate really exist to tell us such things?
If it does is it set in stone?
And what's my fate?
What's going to happen to me?
What's destine to happen to the one I love?
Will we be happy til death?
Or are me meant to break eachothers hearts?
What's my fate?
What's my destiny?

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Don't knowYou tell me almost daily that you'll see me in a year.
But I don't know if I can make it that long.
Everytime I read those words my heart breaks a little more.
Everytime I talk to you but I can't hold you.
Well my faith fades a little more.
I don't know if I'm strong enough.
I don't know if I can wait another year.
Everynight I lay awake.
Everynight I think of you.
And I wish with all that remains of my heart that I could hold you.
Everyday I feel the sting of abuse I scream out one name.
I cry out your name.
I'm always blindly hoping.
Hoping that you'll hear me.
Everytime I feel the pain.
I call out to you in hope that you'll

Someday soonI spend every hour thinking about you.
When I'm not with you I day dream of only you.
When I'm asleep I dream only of you.
I spend every moment.
In wakefullness or in slumber loving your memory.
Someday soon we won't just talk to eachother.
We won't just tell eachother we love eachother.
We'll be together.
We'll show our love.
We'll be holding eachother.
Kissing eachother.
Someday soon.
You'll no longer be a dream.
You'll no longer be just in head.
Someday soon.
You'll take me in your arms.
You'll hold me forever.
Someday soon.
You'll show your love for me.
And I'll know for sure that you'll always be with me.
Someday soon

I know thatI know that you love me.
I know that you do.
I know that you love me.
I know I love you too.

I know that you love me.
I know that you'll love me til the end.
I know that you love me.
I know you're my best friend.

I know that you love me.
I know that you'll always help me when I'm down.
I know that you love me.
I know that you'll always turn upside down my frown.

I know that you love me.

Emotionless EyesI watch your eyes as you say goodbye.
No tears, no sorrow.
No regret, no emotions.
I watch your emotionless eyes as mine fill with tears.
You say goodbye and that you'll miss me.
You say these things with the same lips.
The same lips that once said I love you.
You stare at me now with emotionless eyes.
And I can't help but remember those eyes.
So full of love when they stared into mine.
So full of trust as you pledged your heart to me.
I guess that was a lie.
I guess I was nothing more than a pawn.
Just a playr in your game.
I'm just a joke.
Just a love struck loser.
I thought you were different.
I thought you really cared.

AnotherI watch the tape of your death.
I stare inot your eyes.
They are not yours.
But those of another.

You are not you.
But controlled by another.

I watch you die.
Not by your own will.
But by the will of another.

I watch this lie.
Made to make me think it was me.
To make me think I was the reason.
The very reason you killed yourself.
No, this is the work of another.

I watch as you die.
I see it in your eyes.
And hear it in your voice.
This isn't you.
You were murdered.
By the hands of another.

A voice not your own.
And your emotionless eyes.
The two things I have to go on.
To find your killer.
I will get revenge on another

What it showed meI look into my mirrior and I know what you left me.
I look into my mirrior and all I see is empty.
I'm worthless.
I'm broken.
I'm hopeless.
I'm ugly.
I'm helpless.
I'm stupid.
I'm used.
I'm me.
I look into my mirrior and I know you're better off.
I already knew you deserved better than me.
Now I can finally see just how happy you'll be without me.
I look into my mirrior and break down and cry.
I miss you.
I love you.
I look past me and you're all I ee.
Staring from my mirrior back at me.
Now I look at my mirrior as it lays shattered.
Glass covers my floor.
I couldn't take it anymore.
So I smashed the mirrior against my be

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Forever and for always

by ~fallenpoeticlover, Nov 28, 2006, 5:48:16 AM
Literature / Poetry / Romantic / Teen / Free Verse

I look into the seat beside me,
As the car rolls down the road.
You're finally with me.
You hold me close and kiss me.
I rest my head on your strong shoulder.
A small sigh of content escapes my lips.
I love you.
I'm just so happy to be with you.
So happy to finally be in your arms.
I kiss your neck and close my eyes.
I'll remember these times.
These times we spent so close.
They're the ones I'll remember.
Forever and for always.

Forever and for alwaysby ~fallenpoeticlover

Literature / Poetry / Romantic / Teen / Free Verse

©2006-2013 ~fallenpoeticlover

Another cute little love poem. I was in a love poem mood back then I guess... Oh well I like it it's short and sweet kind of like me

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~gapgirl Nov 29, 2006 Hobbyist Photographer

i love it

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~fallenpoeticlover Nov 29, 2006

thank you!

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~alchemistprincess Nov 28, 2006

short and sweet...

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~fallenpoeticlover Nov 28, 2006

thanks!

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